a wanderer

I had a weird dream last night. I saw a different background.There's my home and my schoolmates had gathered at my house for some kind of get-together party. Everyone was having fun except me.I am all mesmerized by seeing their faces after such a long time, may be i was going through some mixed emotions at that moment. Loud musics, greetings, conversations going on around me but I wanted some peace so i went outside and then i saw HIM. I was stoned. What was he doing there?? And why was he in my dreams even?? A shitty memory of my past that i want to completely erase from my happy life. But why does he keep on intruding in my present life? I know i don't love him anymore but even the appearance of him in my dreams makes me uncomfortable. I watched him approaching towards me and giving me a smile. He is in his best behavior that day(God knows why?). He tries to say something which was inaudible and holds my hand!!!!! That sensation of him...